What are we supposed t do at this point of time?
I feel ever extremely helpless, hopeless.
Everything's becoming even more disastrous,
it's becoming like i don't recognize it at all.
Why does it keep coming back, again&again.
We're sick&tired, really.
Stop them all, stop!
Enough, really enough.

Can't this just get off your mind?
Avoid it from entering!
Solution? Stop pondering about it!
I know it's difficult, i know.
But what can we do?
All we receive are your mourns.
But we can't do anything about it!
So how?

It's affecting each and every one.
&it makes us worry so much.
How are we supposed t be concentrating?
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW!?
Peace? Forget it.
Tired, really tired.

EOY are nearing, N's for me.
Must we really be so affected by it?
It's making me feel so stressed out right here.
It's wanting me t get out.
It's pain-killing...

Heavenly Father,
Look through each and every one of us, guide us along. Amen.
T God, be th Glory.

Hopeless, i really feel so hopeless.
Several things bugging me...
Be it schoolwork, upcoming exams, family, friends, God...\

Well,
th days of school just pass by like there's no tomorrow?
Lessons are boring like ____.
Lessons aren't double periods, then it'll be triple, not triple, means fourth-ple?
Sick&tired, BORING!
Double, triple periods do not benefit us, and they are not productive, AT ALL.
Merely papers, papers, papers.
What else can we do? Nothing.
School is getting boring.
But th people are getting even more hilarious!
;D

Oh, i miss Guides.
It's been such a long long time since we last met up, we last kept in touch!
Really, long time ago.
How i wished they would come back t my life,
how much difference they actually made,
how they could easily cheer me up,
how their jokes&laughters could brighten my day,
how ...
how...
how amazing...
Heavenly Father, i'm thankful for blessing me with such awesome friends! Thank you, Father!

Not forgetting Mathematics (O's) Prelim Paper 2 today..
Oh damn that Mdm Khong,
merely wrote my name&she told me off,
stood for 5mins doing th paper.
Damn, affected my paper!?
I was extremely furious&frustrated that i couldn't concentrate on doing th paper.
Just th first piece of paper that i used, i crushed it.
Overall was pretty straightforward but but BUT, not yet an A1.
Still working, working.

Attempted Additional Mathematics 5-year-series first chapter.
&guess what man,
first question.. BLANK man.
I meant, i couldn't solve! I didn't know how t do it!
I felt so hopeless, really hopeless.
In addition t th EM revision paper i was doing yesterday? TRAGIC.
Yeah i was so frustrated&disappointed in myself.
I switched t AM for th time-being, i've t practice that as well...
Aiming t complete th whole book, hopefully.

I've yet t mention this, that i just accepted Christ on th 10thSept.
I've longed believed in Him,
but have yet t accept Him in my life till four days ago.
&yes, i'm glad, indeed.

Alright.
Till then,
Ciaos.
Mug hard people!
:D

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and all your soul and with all your mind."- Matthew 22:37

I know, i know.
It's been quite some time since i last updated.
Oh well, moodless.
I'm just getting sick of maths alright.
Maths maths maths maths maths &still maths!?!!!!!
Like GGRRRRR!
Driving me crazy.
More than 1paper per day,
not forgetting th countless questions that can't be solved!
Tell me tell me, i'm useless!
Gosh,
i feel so helpless laa.
):
Grrrr,
howhowhow,
i really don't know.
MATHS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!